Three years since the concert in Hamburg today. Hamburg was...haha let's be
honest I have never felt so bad in my life as I did in Hamburg. The camping in Lux
and Oberhausen was starting to take out it's right on me. We looked like shit, we
felt like shit! We arrived the day before, the "camping" was not a camping, cause
no one were allowed to have tents. We slept outside the whole night, freezing our
butts off, they where nowhere to buy food and my cigarettes where out. There were
some moments that nights I just wanted the "screw this shit and go home" haha.

But the concert was awesome, and there were many familiar faces queing on the
concert day. We saw they boys when they arrived to the arena, and Gordon and
their dogs after the show. It was also in Hamburg we got to know their bus a little
closer. After the concert we headed to out hotel to sleep the first night in a bed
and not in a tent for over a week! We sleept so good we oversleep and nearly
missed our flight to Sweden and had to take a taxi for Hamburg to Hannover (!!)
which costed us over 200 euro. Yay, how we love Hamburg sometimes!

 

READ THIS FIRST - Since I have done a post like this on my former blog
which caused a lot of drama, please read it with a sence of humor and not
with the mind of a forty years old bitter lady. Thanks.

So, here we go - How to be a good stalker

1. Choose a target - If your a newbie, maybe you should start with some local
celeb, and not a big one like...Tokio Hotel.

2. Be prepared - If you are not a patient person, you are screwed. Stalking
requiers a lot of wait outside different kinds of buildning. Bring food and drinks
with you (you wont risk to miss your target just because you got hungry)
Bring you medications (like som calming down pills maybe)

3. Do your homework - Before you start you should feel like you already
knows your target, read trought the whole damn internet if you must.

4. Dont be shy - If you are a shy person, you are screwed again. Stalking
require you to do forbidden things so there is no time for thought about
"what might happen if someone catch me while doing this" just gogogo.

5. Always have you Camera - I guess you have heard the saying, pics or
it did not happend. Yep exactly. It does not matter how good your are at
stalking if you don't get pics (and/or videos) on your target.

6. Rely on others - If you are not alone while stalking, let the others do the main
work and keep yourself in the background. Minimize the risk of getting in trouble.

 

7. HAVE FUN!

I just have to post some videos from when the guys where in Stockholm 2009. 
This was when I meet my awesome girls for the first time (Caroline and Sofie)
We were the first ones to know where they was staying, and spent the first evening
when they arrived in the hotel bar (in sweatpants, haha!) I don't really know how 
many times we saw them on those two days, quite many. And it is always a special
feeling seeing them in you own country. The videos are filmed by Sofie, and if you
want to check out some more awesome Tokio Hotel videos you should go HERE.

 

Sofie, Me and Lisa in Moscow 2011. Last time I saw the boys, gosh. 

1. When I meet people I only talked with on internet before the reaction I mostly
get is "oh, you where so much nicer than I thought..." Haha, I always wonder if
everyone believes me to be an evil person.

2. I can be quite unrespectful and forward. Like if there is a sign with "forbidden to
enter" I have to do it, haha. I never think about the concequences.

3. Sometimes on our TH trips, we've decided to get up early as fuck not to miss
the band leaving hotels or airports and my morning lazyness might have cause
we've missed them some time....

4. I've always had the opinion that Tokio Hotel have choosen themselves to be
artists and public persons and therefor they have to handle people following them
everywhere. 

5. I have a huge talant in talking first and thinking afterwards. Hehe, somethimes
it is good, somethings not.

Started a new category named PICTURE OF THE DAY. Here I am going to post
random pictures from my concerts, trips and other fun things. First out we have
Gordon with the sweeties Scotty & Chippu. Picture taken in Gothenburg 2010.

DSDS really knows how to cause irritation among the fandom. Yesterday we
experienced a bit of twitter madness. Girls, why are you so dramatic? Haha.
I know that you that did not managed to get a ticket are sad, angry and dissapointed
but you should not let it out on them who got tickets and are happy for it.

We got tickets yesterday. AND we will buy for more shows. I don't think that is
egoistic in any way, because if we want and can go to more than one show
we will do it. AND I don't believe it is grundy that filter calls, it is a fact that it is
easier to call from Germany, and that has to do with the telephone connections,
especially if you call with a hometelephone and not a cell, it is also easier to get
trough.

I know it is more than shitty that Grundy in fact clicks people that starts to speak
in English, BUT to learn "Hello, can I have one/two/three/four tickets" in German
might not be the hardest thing ever...

I hope people who want to go to 9 shows, can do it, without beeing hated on.
AND that everyone gets the tickets they want.

Yeah yeah, I like memories. So here are some pictures and (maybe) a video
from when we were in Moscow. We saw the G's at the airport and the whole band
at the red carpet and then we had golden circle tickets at the Muz TV awards.

This items can please move into my closet. Like now.

I have heard that this awesome person has his 33th birthday today.
Well, go tell him Happy Birthday! CLICK IT!

We all remember the last nervous hour before the concerts started at the tour
in 2010. Everytime I hear the music they played before the light went off and the
arena went crazy, It feels to me like I am back on tour. Here are my favs of the 
songs they played.

 

- I want Bill to get a girlfriend or boyfrind who he gets PUBLIC with. 
(like that would happen) and then all little pervo-obsessed-fangirls can go cry in

a corner.

- I want them to sell the M&G like most of the American bands do and don't have
stupid competitions. Cause then I can do what I do best, spend money to get
things I want! Haha.

- I want them to tour Europe and not somewhere else, at all.

- I want people to stop whining about the G's, saying it is all about the twins
and not the G's. You know what, I believe they are perfectly happy with how
things are. The twins can be famewhores and the G's can chill out.

- I want Michael the original "hottieguard" to come back for the new tour togheter
with Markus.

What do you want?

Today is it three years since the first concert of the Humanoid Tour in Luxemburg.
Time really flies by, I can't believe it is three years ago already. Luxemburg was the
best concert of all the eight I was at, because it was the first and no one knew what
to expect of the tour.

Colored my hair yesterday. I have had blonde hair since 2009, so it was time for a
change. I don't really know if I like it yet, I look SO damn pale in brown hair. And I 
really had to put a filter on the pictures cause I looked like, dunno, crap.

What is it with Dennis Kortuemm? Why is his house blurred on google maps?
(I mean he is not even a celebrity for god sake) Is he a spy? Haha.

Except the music, the queing, the awesome people, the travel part of it.

Is . .

 

 

 

 

The headline refers to all my videos from when I have meet Tokio Hotel. Every time
before I was going to see them I had a plan about exactly what I was going to say to
them. Have I managed that? NO. I have said so many strange things, It just jumps
out of my mouth, haha. Embarrasing shit. So when it is time to watch the videos
afterward it is always like - what the fuck where you saying girl! I need to shape that
one up. I will dig up some video for you, but here are some examples of my great
(not) skills in talking when I am nervous.

Moscow Airport
Me - Hiiiiiii!
Georg - Hi
Me - Hiiii! (was going to say how are you)

Stockholm
Me - Hiiiii!
Tom - Hi, how are you?
Me - Hahaha, OH MY GOD. Thank you, thanks.

Milan
Me - Toooom, where is the dog?
(I have no clue was I originally had planned to say here)

Oh you people. You twincest people. What is wrong in your heads? I cant stand
that people seriously both write about, read about and imagine about their idols
who are BROTHERS having sex with eachothers. It is gross. Imagine you being
a famous person and people wrote stuff about you having sex with your brother
or sister? Aaaaah. AND people who do manipulated pictures of the twins doing
suspicious things, gosh I want to die.

 

I just watched one of my old videos from Paris in 2010 and it made me think
about how much we get trough just to see our idols! Maybe we fangirls are
just a bunch of crazy people, but it is quite fun.

I remember that the day this video is from, we woke up at 5 in the morning to
go to Plaza Atheene were the twins and Georg stayed. Gustav was at
Radisson with his family. We were there for about 8-9 hours and it was damn
freezing weather in Paris (or we had to little clothes on) we got to see them
for about 30 seconds and got no autographs because we were puched away.
Then we went directly to the arena, were outside for some hours, went in saw
the concert and than ran out to the back off Bercy to start the next wait. Haha.
Around this time I had gotten a fever so I lay down on the ground for 4 hours
and when they finally came out I barely had energy to sit up and hold my
camera straigh, and even though I thought it was so worth i afterwards.
Do I need to tell that I was to sick to leave the bed the day after, oh what we
do for our dear idols.

Godmorning readers! This morning I dropped my computer down the stairs so that
it still works is a smaller miracle, hurray for that. Tonight I dreamt about the Dsds so
that why I am gonna to a post about it.

We (me and my friends) are going to the second show (or we might cause the tickets
is a big issue, stupid hotline) cause that weekend we have a nice hotel in Cologne, in
fact we booked every weekend because we knew the tickets would be hard to get.
And the second weekend we also have a nice little tour going on, I don't know if I
dare to call it backstage because than you will be like - There are no backstage-
tickets  for dsds, blabla. I mean there is no freaking meet and greet I am talking
about so don't missunderstand. We also have to consider if it is worth to go even
without tickets to the main show, or we better stay home.
Or we better buy a premium ticket. (not to the second show though)

Are you going to dsds?

The picture format is trolling me, but whatever. Do you know about this house? 

The twins spend an awful lot of time here (maybe more than in their own house)
Do you know who lives here and what they do there? Make a guess, or I'll tell you
anyway later. Maybe we should have a big LA house quiz? Haha, no we should not.

Tokio Hotel fandom have changed. (in both good and bad ways) and today we are
not interested in the same things as before, I remember in 2010 when the most
important topics among the fandom was this;

1. Where the twins lived. Atleast until they moved to LA and everyone got to
know it anyway.

2. What their dog was named. You know the big one with dots. I've heard the
craziest name suggestions about this dog.

3. Who the asian girl was. (Ria ofcourse)

4. Tokio Hotel crew in general. Every single person who were or was in contact
with TH was interesting, their names, their facebook pages, practically their
whole lives.

Anything else that was typical for the fandom in 2010?

Tokio Hotel's nicest and most handsome security guard ever. Always takes the time
to talk to you unlike the other ones. This picture is from Rome and as you see on his
shirt it is from the Humanoid Tour. I really hope Markus will work with them on the
tour this year and he was with the twins as late as in Berlin last year.

And a huge thanks to the person who linked my blog (or atleast I believe someone
did, cause yesterday a had more visitors than before even though I did not write a
single post) I will be a better blogger from today!

Stalker. A known word in Tokio Hotel fandom, a bad word. I've been one, not from

my point of view but others. Sure we have followed them by car one or two times,

sure we went to the hotel they lived at, sure we went to their old house and studio.

But everthing was all for fun. We had the possibilities to do it and therefor we did.

I have never been one of those girls who honestly believe they are Bill and Toms

future wife, that get jelouse when they TALK to other girls, that see the twins as their

own property even though they never met them and don't know them. Those girls

are the real creepy ones, and then people get annoyed by the ones who waits

outside a damn hotel. Luckily I lived with my boyfriend almost all the time I have

been a fan. I always lived in a fun Tokio Hotel world and not a denial one. Cheers.

Just some nostalgia pictures, if you're going to read this blog for a while you will
notice that I am a really nostalgic person. Those pictures are from Luxemburg,
Hamburg, Oberhausen, Stockholm, Gothenburg, Rome, Milan and Paris.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Andreas. He seems to be a funny subject in the Tokio Hotel fandom. I don't know
why everyone seems to be so fashinated by him. You should be more fashinated
by his work, since he is really great. Though he seems to have a quite wierd mind
regarding to some of the pictures he use to post and reblog on tumblr. Anyway the
only thing I found interesting about Andreas is that he speaks Swedish, that is
quite awesome.

1. People who always writes that Bill is such a loner (when they spend their 
whole days behind a computerscreen a seriously need to get a life themselves)

2. People who always writes "Everytime they do a post on the app about working
with the album I know they are just out partying and stuff" (Of course they are
working on the new album, but if you honestly believe that they are stupid enough
to run around on different partys every night, go ahead)

Once upon a time we went to the Kaulitz house. I would not have done it today.
But hey we were young, atleast younger than today and after all it was quite fun.

 

Always go to the first concert on the tour we heard. We did not get dissapointed.
Luxemburg was, full of excitement. Of course, after all it was the first concert on
the Humanoid tour. We were supposed to camp with our little tent for 2 days, but
when it was 4 days left we heard that it was about 30 people already, so we
panicked, booked new flights and went one day earlier. Tokio Hotel was in the
arena the whole two days before the show prepping. We heard so many soundchecks
though the Rockhal walls. We saw the stage the day before the show and everything
was so hyped in Luxemburg. It was so cold, our tent was like an igloo but it was
so worth it. We were in the first hundred and therefor we could be inside the
whole concert day instead of beeing in line with the others. Luxemburg was were
our Humanoid trip began, but I believe the first is always the best, or? 

There are many different types of fans in Tokio Hotel fandom, and if you put the
different types in categories, it would look like this;

1. The pretender
The name speaks for it self, doesn't it? In this category we have fans that pretends
to know shitloads of stuff, but never have any sources except their "secret sources"
who in fact does not exsist. They also like to brag about it, and their whole fandom
life (and sadly their real life) seems to be surrounded by lies.

2. The super-obsessed fangirl.
Writes on twitter 24/7 and mostly of her posts contains of -OMGSSHSGAHSGAK.
I seriously get scared of this girls sometimes, cause it seems not healty to be like
this, oh well. They are also so extremly in love with Bill (or Tom) ans their biggest
wish is to get laid by one of them.

3. The stalker
This part of the fandom is what the pretender wish she was, haha. The stalkers
are, well, stalkers. I don't think I'll have to decribe this category cause you all
knows what a stalker do, stalks people.

4. The normal fan
Normal is normal. This type of fans goes to some concerts, are excited about
new music, buys som posters and yeah doing normal fan things.

Which one are you?

There is a tour coming up this year. How exciting. I hope that it turns out better than
the Humanoid tour in 2010. Not that it wasn't good, I loved every minute. But for
Tokio Hotel as I band I believe it was nothing but a disaster. Bad ticket sales, bad
reviews (bad stage and bad costumes, hehe) I hope this years tour is smaller. And
by that I mean, fewer countrys, smaller stage and venues. More intimate. Tokio
Hotel's fanbase is not as huge as it was some year ago. I hope they will do a concert
in Sweden (because I am Swedish of course) and in Germany, France, and about
10 other countrys, and that's it. A small tour might not give everybody the chance
to see them, but I believe it is the best. Another wish I have for the new tour is that
they'll still have Markus as one of their security guard. Frankly because he is the
nicest ever and always takes the time to talk to you. So 2013, bring me Tokio Hotel
with a small tour and nice security. Than I am happy. What do you want from 2013?